unleashed

boisterous. ive realised that potential again. it only gets worked up like how adrenaline is. i have to dig it up from me and it starts and ends only from me.

so yes, i have broken another record. and when i say that i don actually mean a record in my own record books. but a record that is more den legit, im sure.
ive had weird images but whatever it is, ive been reminded that these are images that i shouldnt be living my live by, and in fact, make the best out of the situation

in any case, there was this once i asked. would u rather know when u would die, or not know ever. it works both ways. i mean, from my point of view, if i knew, i could react in the 2 most obvious ways. the first of which is to totally give up hope and not live my life wondering why and how it would happen.

the second would to obviously lead it in the best way possible. and make sure that i actually do whatever is in my means to make it the best that it could be. im saying that if i knew that i was leaving this place tmr, ill do whatever rocks my boat, be it the familiar bungee jump or that travelling to different parts of the world to enjoy the sights that both men and god has allowed us to view.

me? im no different.
optimism USUALLY runs thru me.
ive been reading the thing about the australian fire and when i was doing the jet that day, i realised that even though it sounds far fetched, its seriously somehting that could happen to us on this little island. yes we are surrounded by water but whats the worse that can happen? think titanic and the ship that was never suppose to sink is now deep in the ocean bed, with little or no remains.

ive talked about my apparent bucket list but before i do that, i should be thinking of a list to accomplish and goals to wake up to every morning.
for starters, winporting. i need to work that and work it right, thruout whatever period of time i have, thats for sure.
next, you. sort that out really.