ive felt all of this happening before. but the tragic part is that my subconcious mind is dragging my dreams into this. fuck man. it wasnt really a nightmare. but more of a dream to make a nightmare come true. the things i feared most were practically lining up to make me feel miserable. all in that few hours of sleep?!
moving on. we need to move on. especially yours truly. i probably owe u a mail. but wait. what were we again?
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Friday, February 8, 2008
save me from oblivion
-ferrying injured banglas
-wearing weird suits in preparation of an unfortunate incident
-running up n down stairs with my bunker gear n hoses heavier den u'll ever figure
-waiting at some random place for sumthing to happen to save the day
-performing cpr on a dead woman
fuck man. i tot that shuld have topped off my year. but im receiving weirder shit den that. n to cap it all off. im reaping the consquences for being mean. sigh. i was sitting in the car wondering where i wud b one year from now n thinkin if anything wud actually work out. i got freaked out. for starters. improve the thinking.
i need funnier stuff den the traffic light.
-wearing weird suits in preparation of an unfortunate incident
-running up n down stairs with my bunker gear n hoses heavier den u'll ever figure
-waiting at some random place for sumthing to happen to save the day
-performing cpr on a dead woman
fuck man. i tot that shuld have topped off my year. but im receiving weirder shit den that. n to cap it all off. im reaping the consquences for being mean. sigh. i was sitting in the car wondering where i wud b one year from now n thinkin if anything wud actually work out. i got freaked out. for starters. improve the thinking.
i need funnier stuff den the traffic light.
Thursday, February 7, 2008
irony
its been a long time. n everythings changing. cue keane song.
well its been a few weeks. eventful is an understatement. there was the trip to bangkok. den here we are in the cny phase.
celebrate? theres a certain someone who isnt exactly enjoying herself. i don think u'll ever know the existance of this place and ill never allow u to for the amt of vulagarities found wud cause me to banish to a place further den anyone can fathom. anyhows. my heart goes out to u. in a selfish way, i feel bad for not being there but i know u don need me physically. u just need me when u need me n i think thats all that matters. im sorry that u were prob the few pple that ever helped me thru the start of the yr n now im not there to reciprocate. in fact. its irony thats twistin everything disgustingly. really. shes in a better place im sure she is. n she definately wudnt wanna see u sad. so the same way u prayed for me. i pray for u n hope u bounce back as soon as u can and b that u thats never really sad and has that amazing ability to control and keep ur emotions intact.
well its been a few weeks. eventful is an understatement. there was the trip to bangkok. den here we are in the cny phase.
celebrate? theres a certain someone who isnt exactly enjoying herself. i don think u'll ever know the existance of this place and ill never allow u to for the amt of vulagarities found wud cause me to banish to a place further den anyone can fathom. anyhows. my heart goes out to u. in a selfish way, i feel bad for not being there but i know u don need me physically. u just need me when u need me n i think thats all that matters. im sorry that u were prob the few pple that ever helped me thru the start of the yr n now im not there to reciprocate. in fact. its irony thats twistin everything disgustingly. really. shes in a better place im sure she is. n she definately wudnt wanna see u sad. so the same way u prayed for me. i pray for u n hope u bounce back as soon as u can and b that u thats never really sad and has that amazing ability to control and keep ur emotions intact.
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