the world has a weird way of working out.

or maybe, its just the organizational structure and everything else.

just when u are gonna leave a place or something u are doing, somebody else entices you by increasing the benefits, making it a bigger motivational factor in making you stay.

im seriously amazed at the timing but for some strange reason, im not taking it too seriously.

i mean. the biggest factor is the fact that im no longer naive about any of this, and i realise that this is all just a temporary solution to a permanent problem. 

im in the phase where i know that this period is nothing more than a transition, and that all im doing now is not only not feasible, it will never be feasible.

yes maybe the grass in always greener on the other side and contentment, is the one thing that you and i should think about once in a while.

but seriously, who are we lying to. its time to get real.

laying the groundworks.

son of a bitch.

thats my new favourite catchphrase these days.

i say it all the time. so much that its literally flooding out of my mouth.

im always clearing the path.

u know how in countries that have winter, u often see pple just clearing the snow around their car/houses to pave the way and make it easier to move around?

i don know why but im always finding myself in a position that almost always doing the dirty work for someone else.

i get the fact that i love the makelele role in football; just simple tackles that get u the ball and move it to pple that works wonders with them.

but i sure as hell don appreciate being the one thats always clearing the way, allowing someone else to claim the credit and reaping what i sow.

why is it that im ALWAYS giving others credit and i don seem to get any?

god hail jackson.

opinions

its my 2 cents worth.

or rather, 5 cents considering how i prob have so much to say.

we just lost the best 2-legged freak that dances so good, it leaves me droooling.

with him alone, we saw the invention of the DDR machines n what nots.

seriously, without him, i cant see so many things happening.

someone prove me wrong but there really isnt another mj.

not even elvis comes close.

find me somebody that inspires a whole generation of musicians.

somebody that is recognized, from any corner of the world.

someone whose dance moves are just distinguishable.

hell, find me somebody who literally changes from black to white.

theres only one, and him being the musical genius that he is, is flawed.

i sincerely believe that he is flawed in some ways.

i hope im wrong, but oh well.

we lost a genius but im glad i was able to listen to his music n play his games on my SEGA drive .

god bless your soul dude.