Sunday, September 21, 2008

great pretenders.

its been a while since i whined about the scores. but i shuld. and a record of 1 win in 6 games speaks for itself. this is hardly any sort of championship form. this suits the coca cola league more den anything else. i mean. i wud be surprise if they don get relegated if they continue to play the way they have been. its utterly annoying.

why cant u motherfuckers put the ball behind the net. its THAT simple. haha. or so i claim. but seriously. with the awesome foursome, there really isnt a reason to not do it right isnt it?

in other serious matters that have occured over the week, im proud to say that i got soo much sleep last night that i really don think ill b needing any for like, 3 weeks. or maybe im just lying

Monday, September 15, 2008

option b

these 2 words are still stuck in my head. today is technically my fault but the whole deal with option b is still floating around in there. i realise that in no uncertain terms. ill always be option b. and with that in mind. i shuld look further den just being that option b. i shuld b the first option available.

with that said. im kinda screwed considering how i have 3 hrs to sleep but i just cant get any again. i get this really often nowadays. i need pills. i needa be like towelie. in any case. i need start being that young person that i once was, live a little like a jackass and have a little fun. that makes everything a lot easier.

i said some stuff bout doing not so glamorous things in my life last night. but i shuld prob do it more often, make more mistakes and learn from them cos only den wud i know what a joy it is to be how i am right now. this is just pure blabbering.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

i feel like im inspired. i feel like i cud go for a jog right now at 2.46 in the morning. but im just kidding myself. i prob m too lazy to do it.

im just home and although there were silences and shit, it was quite nice. like we actually TALKED. n there were moments when we completed each others sentences. it made perfect sense for once. all she ever said about same wavelength actually made sense. in any case. its a little too much hassle and she has FAR too much to gain/lose. and its prob the same for me.

on the other hand. i just realised how big a jerk that fella is. i mean. dude. u are soo full of urself. i mean u shuld look in the mirror and realise how full u actually look. seriously, u look fuller den fuller's earth. u prob don know what that is but its just figurative. so its okay. just allow me to be smart. =)

and that. that made me realise how i wud prob succeed. i lost the touch, i definately did. but i cud certainly work it. n work it i must.

Friday, September 12, 2008

losing my religion.

16 hours of rest and 2 aaron eckhart movies squeezed in btw with a 10 mins preview of tropic thunder. i think i made use of my day. i really did.

in any case. yeah. how ironic. 2 aaron eckhart movies in a row n i didnt even realise. well he is obviously underrated. and most of us are. underrated and under used, efficiently in terms of potential. realised that in my brief conversation as where i shuld be placed to work efficiently. i really shuldnt be getting my hands dirty even though i like to. it puts u on the same level as pple and they know u understand. HOWEVER, there are too many pple who thinks they are bettter. im done.